Today was FREAKIN HELL!!!! Like I've been humiliated for 3 times in a row cam apa!!! I n0e he's a sadist but I didn't think that he was THAT sadist. Right now he must be laughing until his eyes blurt out!! I hope he have a stomachache because of this >.<

Firstly time break I was walking down with Syam n Aki and I didn't saw him at first. But when I saw him its like I couldn't control myself and in the end humiliated myself in front of him coz he keeps on staring at me!!! No fair eh!! Then I thought he was gone coz ia and Meow n this other girl teacher was talking so I thought he was going to lunch or watever. Maklum maybe kan be-gay with Meow *smirk* So I went to cari the others and rupanya he was right behind of me!! So my instinct told me to run away and aku lalu jalan yang paling awkward n I guess he could tell that Im avoiding him =.=" So I thought he was gone and that was the last time for today but NO!! He still haunts me till I suffer wah~ Ani lagi cali n memalukan!!! I was curious that my previous chem lab bebuka so I took a peek(actually I was secretly hoping to find him there) and then nada so a bit disappointed. So I thought something was wrong coz cam ada orang meliat aku n I was freaking shock that he saw me through a window in the prep room and of course I felt embarrassed!! So I, as fast as I can jalan to the stairs kan ke physics lab but lost my balance and nearly tripped!!~ Bukan atu saja I scratched my hand and accidentally bumped my head arah the sharp wall and it hurts~ I wish Train was here to kissh my head X3 ramai lagi orang nampak tuu so yeah ngalihku banar *sigh* Why do things wouldn't work out for me?? Its either romance or friendship... Its like I'm curse I cant have both and I have to choose one of them...

The deal with Nabilah lagituu~ she makes the situation worse. She was all happy at one time and started to depressed and stressed out at another time... And I found out from her comment in FB dat she hated us for complaining bout her but then I told her dat she's welcum to complained bout me in my face. For me if she complained bout me I dun mind really if its in my face but backstabbing I simply detest it. That's simply cruel and Appa lagi comment and she's all like "Oh ur sweet and nice for listening" hmmpph!! What a two-timer!! I wished I wouldnt waste my time with a person like her coz she pissed me off to the max!! Friends are suppose to tell each other the truth and we're doing that so she would give herself a chance to change herself. But if she wanted to stucked herself in her own world then go on!! Im done with ya!