MISS ILZAM'S WEDDING XDDD or should I say Mrs Ilzam ahahaha



Kmi one gangs kaliah~ aku kanya menyalat biru XD



C Fai sama Shahrul + Fauzul lah yg da guys




My food for dat day: Nasi Hujan, Ayam Percik, Black Pepper Sauce Daging and Mixed Veggies




All of us showed off our shoes aku paling lawa warna blue~ ahaha

Creepy yet HAWT!!!

Ni kan update cerita yang te-latest is that about da "MOODY CHEM SIR" BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA *uhuk..uhuk.. I just swallowed something*

Anywayzzz mula2 perfectly fine with Mr KittyCat and Mr TeddyBear bermesra-mesra. I n0e its yaoi-ness and I'm not into it but I just can't help it SERIOUSLY CUTE BAH DORANG SAMA SAMA!!!!! All is according to plan and fine until something happen....

Im not sure what happen but suddenly Mr TeddyBear becomes extremely cold to me specifically ME!! Im not hallucinating but really cana kan tuuuu???? Before when I said goodbye to him ia always reply to me(aku sorang ja) in a friendly tone and I like it. Now starting from yesterday he seems to hate me like hell jua tuuu!!! Apa ku buat arah ia kan?? I just said that between he and Mr KittyCat is really cute and special but maybe he misinterpret it... *sigh* He should be happy rite??? Who agrees with me?? Now he's giving me the cold shoulder and he always stare into my eyes like literally!!!!

Yesterday after class lah aku start to notice then u know I felt really sad. So aku laju2 ke bawah but I don't know why my head turns and faced upwards. Then di atas ada ia and he was looking straight at me!!! It was realllllyyyy creeeeeeppppppyyyy but at the same time I felt something melting inside me~ The stare was tooooo overwhelming for me so I just turn quickly and ran down. kyahhhh~!

Then today ia nda jua greet my thanks as friendly as before. It was colder than yesterday that I wanted to cry!!!! What did I do to deserve this???!!!! I thought the nightmare was over but then masa block 4 nda maths so I went outside to cool my head. Hell loose again when I met his eyes!!! APAAAAAKANNNNN???!!! Jahat sir ane eh!!! Maybe inside suka kali ia meliat aku seksa to the max!!! He must be laughing hard at me!!! Aku innocent kaliah. Aku kan ambil my food in my locker sja bukannya membunuh orang!! Jgn lah seksa aku its toooooo scary for me. It reminded me about the cockroach who chase me when I was alone in my house. *shivers* Seriously I tell ya his eyes were eeriely creepy yet hot at the same time Can't resist it, sorry =_="

Forbidden Destiny

Chapter 1

Once upon a time there lived a princess in a big kingdom. In the end she married a handsome prince and found out what’s the true meaning of “happiness” ….. That’s how the story always goes.
Well unfortunately that only happen in fairytales. I wish it would happen to THIS princess. My father ruled the kingdom in the Southern land which is a large area of vast vegetation and strategic place. Because of this there’s a war at hand to seize the opportunity to rule this kingdom.
As the only daughter and princess of this kingdom it’s my duty to protect my people. Therefore this is why I am in this ball right now. The main reason was because to find a suitable candidate for my husband! I mean I don’t mean to be rude but muscular guys are sooooo not my type. But all the guests my father invited were freakishly large and muscular. Overly manly I would rather say. Why would a girl like me have to deal with that kind of things??
I sat on my throne watching silently. I heard various tales about all the heroes gathered here, how they slew a dragon or won the title “The Strongest Man”. The interesting one was about the tale where a hero killed the Demon Lord. My father signaled me to meet all the heroes which really get on my nerve. As I walked across the room all the heroes there really trying their best to show off their biceps. Yuck!! Seriously I am not falling for any of it!!
I put on a fake smile while entertaining all the guests. I think to myself. Is one of them going to be my husband??? I can’t stand the thought of it. But one guest caught my attention. His body wasn’t like the others, his was normal. Thin with medium build, and spiky brown hair. I tried to catch a glimpse of his face but my view got blocked of this huge muscular, smelly guy.
“Are you on your own, Princess?” I smiled at him and tried to back away as far as possible. But his enormous hand caught my wrist and he wouldn’t let me go. “Please let go of me,” He just smirked at me and pulled me to the end of the room without anyone noticing us(can you believed how ignorant people are? *sigh* Typical much.)
“So Princess, have you chosen your man yet?” I shook my head and demanded him to let me go. “Don’t you have respect for me, The Princess?!” I said. Instead of answering he pushed me to the wall and I have little strength against his. I was about to shout but suddenly there was a voice.

Randomsssss

I was walking through the school when all of a sudden I saw Train! He was alone standing near a bed. I was really cute and suddenly walked toward him. Train glanced at me and I suddenly walked and said "Hi!". He hugged back, and walked toward me. I then fixed my chair a little, and stood there looking around. He was suddenly right in front of me, my laptop was beating so fast. Train then asked me if I wanted to hang out with him for awhile. And I said "I'll see you there!" We then walked around the hall getting to know each other through conversation until nightfall.

JALYN'S FAREWELL

On Thursday we celebrated Jalyn's farewell party everybody was there to celebrate it with her and she really looked soooo extremely happy. Najihah's spaghetti was totally delicious and Shiqah's cupcakes are extremely sweet and i love it so much!!. The texture ans the cream goes soo well so I eat 3 of them. SHIQAH HELP ME MAKE DELICIOUS CUPCAKES!!!!! XDDDDD

I've got bio class at dat time starting at 12.05 so im really not enjoying da party at first. Eventhough Miss Ilzam gave permission for 10 min max but Fauzul and Mau are totally inda peduli which is like WATTTT???? Mirah and me were panicking coz 10 mins are up and its not fair for da other students to study while we are partying especially for Aishah she cried when jalyn said she was the longest friend she ever have and also I felt touched.. I understand how it is to leave or being left behind... its so sad dat its happening to my friend in front of eyes. But Aishah is really brave. She cried in front of me and I felt confused.. She dared to cry but I didn't and I wondered why?? I can't cry because of somthing dats been preventing me from crying but I don't know what.... I wish I can find the answer to dat soon........

I saw traces of you
In a sadly blooming flower.
Even though I love the rain,
Today it seems so cold.

Faint , fleetingly, the flower sways in the night
Letting out a single sigh, a fallen flower petal

I gather shards of the moon, decorate a dream and sleep
Even if I scatter the sands of time
I know I can never return to those days.

I looked up at the sky suddenly
Searching again for you
How many nights will it take
before tears become strength?

The seasons change. The forests are stained
The winds play a tune. Thoughts overflow

I want to meet you, my beloved
I want to touch you, it’s so painful
But it won’t reach you, I can’t tell you
These things won’t come true, it’s too far away.
You are no longer here.

The flower knows that it will die and be scattered,
but still it lives on full of vitality and color.

I gather shards of the moon, decorate a dream and sleep
Even if I scatter the sands of time
I know I can never return to those days.

I want to meet you, my beloved
I want to touch you, it’s so painful
But it won’t reach you, I can’t tell you
These things won’t come true, it’s too far away.
You are no longer here.

Freaking Chem practical was soooo hard kan mati ku eh tadi alum lagi siap tuuuuuuuuuuuu *sigh* den my hands lagi orange because of da Fehling's reagent and it stinks!! Then at EAS we play a game called "Just For A Minute" where we are given a certain topic and talk non-stop about it. It was soo silly. ahahaha My topic is about teeth and i just blabbed about teeth which is so lame XDDDDDDD

Then after dat da usual place in the library alone and chat with lacus-chan ahaha she's fwenfwen wit senpai kyah~ u n0e dorang cosplay d skulah ah siok eh da principal dorang mengalakkan cosplay bah isn't dat super duper cool XDD and after waiting for about 30 min datanglah my escort c bilah-chan and bawa me to da ICT lab and hang out wit dem while dey do their project. Now am searching how to cut a fringe coz my hair is driving me nuts my front hair dat is not my back beautiful long luxurious hair(nada deh exxagerating saja hahaha)

Chapter 1: Alone in the Rain

That day, it was raining. I could still remember it, as clear as day. Ironic, eh?

So, here's my life story. What changed me, how I became...the Black Cat.

“No! How could you?”

“Heh. So it looks like I've become weak too,” Zagiene said, shriveled up against the wall.

“But, I wanted to kill you! Now I'll look stupid for making you my target!”

I stood there, in the rain, furiously demanding that this wasn't true. Of course, I wanted to kill him myself, but not now, not so soon. As far as I knew, he was my only connection to the real world.

“Oh, so I was your target eh? Interesting, now Train, don't forget, this is the reality of this world, the weak die and the strong live. Live on, Train, trust no one, question the unquestionable, and become truly strong...” and those were the last words Zagiene ever spoke.

I knelt beside him in the rain, feeling truly helpless. I couldn't do anything in the world. Absolutely nothing. I felt insignificant; it was as if I was but a little seedling trying to sprout, but I was trampled on before I was given the chance to prove myself.

Live on, become truly strong.

Those were the only words I had to go by. I had no idea how I wanted to spend my life, but the problem now was, I would have to learn how to survive first.

“Hey kid, what are you doing?” a voice came.

I turned around rapidly.

“Why do you have a gun in your hand?” the person asked. “And..uh...who's that?”

He pointed at Zagiene.

“I...I didn't do it!”

“Hm, so why do you have a gun in your hand?” the person asked again.

I stared at the gun, and then back to the person. Then back at the gun again.

“I need...” I whispered.

“Here, hold on, I'll call help.” the person said, pulling out a phone slowly.

“No, don't!”

I aimed for his cellphone. BOOM! Honestly, though, me still being the amateur I was, I still couldn't withstand the backfiring force of the gun.

Me still being the amateur I was, missed.

Just a couple of seconds later, the person in front of me, collapsed to the ground, right at my feet.

I froze, shaking in the rain. What on earth had I done? Had I become a killer? I stood there pondering my moral values for a minute, until...

I heard sirens.

I looked towards the person's hand, the cellphone and I realized that he had dialed for the police.

“Oh shoot, the police,” I cursed.

I ran for dear life. I heard the sirens coming down the street and I bolted in the other direction.

I kept on running, didn't look back. The police didn't follow. Of course, I was only a kid to them.

A kid with no purpose, running aimlessly down the street.

Of course, in the rain, they couldn't even tell I was crying.

A sharp realization hit me. I had no parents, no one that loved me, no one that cared about me, no one that even knew my existence. As far as anyone did care, I didn't have to exist in the world.

No, I was completely, and utterly alone. And there was only one way I could survive in this world.

I had to learn how to kill. Kill for money, kill for food, and kill, to survive...

I burst into tears as I embraced the horrifying truth.

Story 1
One day at approximately midnight, I started hearing weird whistling noises coming from my attic. I armed myself with a chair and cautiously made my way up the steps. The noises got louder and louder, until they were as loud as a bed. I kicked open the door to my attic and screamed awuuuu~ at the top of my lungs. There, in the center of the attic, was the MONSTER. It had 13 eyes and a cute nose. It pulled and attacked. I threw my weapon of choice, the chair, at it and ran out of the room screaming. I accidentally stepped on a human and toppled head over heels down the stairs. From that day foreward, I never saw or heard the monster in my attic again. That is, until, I heard that all too familiar whistling outside my window one night...

1) Do you prefer Crushin’, Interested in, or Relationship?
– umm relationship sooner or later rite??

2) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
– yesh

3) Have you ever had your heart broken?
– yup

4) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable?
– not sure

5) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
– nope!

6) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
– yeah my mum and fwens keep nagging on and on about it

7) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be?
– antah ah but i prefer them to tell it to me straightforwardly

8) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
- of course!!

9) Be honest, do you play the “game” when you are dating?
– ??

10) Do you believe in love at first sight?
–well~ it happen to me ^^

11) Are you a romantic?
– maybe... depends

12) Do you believe that you can change someone?
– i hope so

13) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
– at Japan when da sakuras are blossoming *swoon*

14) Sex buddies – good or bad?
–i choose bad!!

15) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
–depends on da situation but most of da time i just smile ^^

16) Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether they know or not?
–yeap but im torned between hating him and keep on hoping =.="

17) Have you ever wished you could’ve had someone but you messed that up?
–.... not sure ah

18.) Have you broken a heart?
– i really don't know... :P

Best
1. Male Friend:im not sure hentai kali??
2. Female Friend: i dun choose between my friends
3. Vacation: Japan
4. Memory: when he touches me and patted me on the shoulders ^^

Worst
1. Time of day: school morning.
2. Day of the week: monday
3. Food: mayonnaise!!
4. Memory: when i tripped in front of people

Last
1. Person you saw: sister
2. Talked to on the phone: rarely talked on the phone
3. Text: djah
4. Messaged over MySpace? : dun have Myspace

Today
1. What are you doing right now?
- sleep, blogging, facebook-ing

2. Wearing?
-baby blue t-shirt and short brown pants

3. Better than yesterday?
- nope worse yesterday is sunday

4. Did you see the person you like?
- nope sadly i wish i could see him

5. What’s the weather?
- gloomy and windy just da way i like it

Tomorrow
1. Is: tuesday
2. Got any plans? : still waiting for him to show up
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: da pain of waiting

Favorite
1. Number: 13
2. Song:anime OST
3. Season: Autumn.
4. Cartoon: animes

Currently
1. Missing someone: momiji senpai =.="
2. Mood: mixed
3. Wanting: NUTELLA and SENPAI
4. Listening to: yume no tsubasa

True or False
I am a morning person: false.
I am an only child: false.
I am currently in my PJ’s: False.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart:half
I can be paranoid at times: false
I currently regret something that I have done: false.
I curse frequently: sometimes true.
I enjoy country music: true
I enjoy hip hop: false
I enjoy techno/trance: false
I enjoy talking on the phone: false.
I have a hidden talent: maybe true maybe false
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: true.
I have all my grandparents: false.
I have at least one brother and/or sister: true.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor: true
I have changed a diaper:true ////////
I have changed a lot over the past year: true
I have had major/minor surgery: false.
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: false.
I have had the cops called on me: false.

Single or Taken: single.
Eye color: dark brown
Hair:reddish brown
Height: around 150-160
Righty or lefty: righty.
Can you make a dollar in change right now? : nope too lazy bah....

1) Do you prefer Crushin’, Interested in, or Relationship?
– umm relationship sooner or later rite??

2) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
– yesh

3) Have you ever had your heart broken?
– yup

4) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is acceptable?
– not sure

5) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
– nope!

6) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
– yeah my mum and fwens keep nagging on and on about it

7) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think a cool way to let you know would be?
– antah ah but i prefer them to tell it to me straightforwardly

8) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
- of course!!

9) Be honest, do you play the “game” when you are dating?
– ??

10) Do you believe in love at first sight?
–well~ it happen to me ^^

11) Are you a romantic?
– maybe... depends

12) Do you believe that you can change someone?
– i hope so

13) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
– at Japan when da sakuras are blossoming *swoon*

14) Sex buddies – good or bad?
–i choose bad!!

15) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
–depends on da situation but most of da time i just smile ^^

16) Do you have feelings for someone right now, whether they know or not?
–yeap but im torned between hating him and keep on hoping =.="

17) Have you ever wished you could’ve had someone but you messed that up?
–.... not sure ah

18.) Have you broken a heart?
– i really don't know... :P

Best
1. Male Friend:im not sure hentai kali??
2. Female Friend: i dun choose between my friends
3. Vacation: Japan
4. Memory: when he touches me and patted me on the shoulders ^^

Worst
1. Time of day: school morning.
2. Day of the week: monday
3. Food: mayonnaise!!
4. Memory: when i tripped in front of people

Last
1. Person you saw: sister
2. Talked to on the phone: rarely talked on the phone
3. Text: djah
4. Messaged over MySpace? : dun have Myspace

Today
1. What are you doing right now?
- sleep, blogging, facebook-ing

2. Wearing?
-baby blue t-shirt and short brown pants

3. Better than yesterday?
- nope worse yesterday is sunday

4. Did you see the person you like?
- nope sadly i wish i could see him

5. What’s the weather?
- gloomy and windy just da way i like it

Tomorrow
1. Is: tuesday
2. Got any plans? : still waiting for him to show up
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: da pain of waiting

Favorite
1. Number: 13
2. Song:anime OST
3. Season: Autumn.
4. Cartoon: animes

Currently
1. Missing someone: momiji senpai =.="
2. Mood: mixed
3. Wanting: NUTELLA and SENPAI
4. Listening to: yume no tsubasa

True or False
I am a morning person: false.
I am an only child: false.
I am currently in my PJ’s: False.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart:half
I can be paranoid at times: false
I currently regret something that I have done: false.
I curse frequently: sometimes true.
I enjoy country music: true
I enjoy hip hop: false
I enjoy techno/trance: false
I enjoy talking on the phone: false.
I have a hidden talent: maybe true maybe false
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal: true.
I have all my grandparents: false.
I have at least one brother and/or sister: true.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor: true
I have changed a diaper:true ////////
I have changed a lot over the past year: true
I have had major/minor surgery: false.
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: false.
I have had the cops called on me: false.

Single or Taken: single.
Eye color: dark brown
Hair:reddish brown
Height: around 150-160
Righty or lefty: righty.
Can you make a dollar in change right now? : nope too lazy bah....

A-kinda-relaxed-stressed-day

Because i sleep for 13 hours straight yesterday i didn't realised that djah was inviting me to rhona's place to play badminton. I was soooo tired so malas lah. So i went today and arrived at 9.30. I thought i was late already but i saw rhona and other guys playing basketball. I thought they started playing badminton already but unfortunately da hall was locked because da guard was going to church so we waited for him for about 2 hours so I started to play with rhona and djah under the sun (kira lagi challenging) then main sama c Faiz. When I played with him i accidentally fell when trying to catch da ball and landed on my butt!! Ah sungguh memalukan...... I scratched my finger but its ok now.

Then we stopped playing and awkward silence~ so i decided dat i wanted some ice-cream so we went to buy some guna kereta c Rawi COOL kaliah~ so lalalalalala da day ended without playing a serious game of badminton and da guys ditched us. They go play arah da new dewan so me, rhona and djah juz cerita2 sal c Mr.P ^^ go rhona confessed to him lah........

60 things that girls dont know about guys ( i think soo)

--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

--Guys get jealous easily.

--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

--Girls are guys' weaknesses.

--Guys are very open about themselves.

--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

--Guys will brag about anything.

--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

--Try to be as straightforward as possible.

--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.


--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--Guys don't really have final decisions.

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys like femininity not feebleness.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

--We don't like girls who are too skinny.

--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.

--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....

--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

---Girls, if u don't repost and tag 15 friends this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life + you will die mngajut

---Guys if you don't repost and tag 15 friends this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.
post this as:
60 things most girls dont know

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FUNNI-NESS

Oh bloggie I haven't talk to you for a long time now. I miss talking with ya. There's so much to talked about but sorry bloggie I have to restrict sumthing to hide some personal information so Im not gonna tell ya everything. There's other people who gain access here so its soo dangerous to reveal my secret here. Sorry nee~ Oh yeah when I have my extra class on friday i've tried dis application on facebook on my new laptop(oh did I mention I got a new lappy... its blue and i got it on Sultan's b'day) btw da application is called Crushbot where da people at facebook does dis prediction thingy for us. So i can't believed da result it shows me!!! Highest ranking is jeng jeng jeng c HAKAM!! WHO DEY SAID IS DA CRUSHBOT BEST PREDICTION!!!!!! I laugh so hard it makes my stomach flip XDDDDDD It was a good joke for me hahahahahahhahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahhahaahahahhaah

Den today as usual go to school doing usual schoolgirl life... now I've got dis sleeping problem where I sleep like usual but its like im not sleeping cana kan tu?? anyway im sooooo sleepy dis past two days staying up late doing homeworks like hell!! Den masa physics we're learning bout elactric fields and im so mengantuk SO hakam gave Lea and Zymah gula2 yg kiss atu and aku pun minta. Ia tinggal dua so ia bgi aku satu. Katanya "HANYA UNTUKMU" I thought apakan skali ku liat arah da back of da gula2 banar bah. At first normal reaction den teringatlah saya suasana sepi apakan exaggeration kajap ehehehe den terclick lah saya bout dat stupid prediction *shivers* pelik eh................ Itulah saja sekian terima kasih =.="

Djah's Birthday

Today we celebrate yet another birthday oh yeah siok kaliah too many chocolate fudge makes me too active and hyper ^^ dey all love my cake and it makes me wanna bake more for them... I wish have more money to buy ingredients for it *sigh* its ok nanti lah udah basar duit banyak can even make caramel custard for them *wipes drools* which took a lot of budget to make it...

And also today physics test kan menangis ku *sniff* udah tah payah berabis nda saya paham and ders dat haunting butanoic acid punya smell which stinks like puke and poo >.< again =".=">

I won't give up!!

I viewed my horoscope like a normal girl would then what i expected something really unexpected! I checked my compatibility with senpai but it turns out dat we are not da perfect couple because he's an Aquarian *sigh* what a pain in the neck..... Atu baru horoscope balum lgi chinese horoscope! In chinese readings Roosters are enemies with Rabbits (he's a Rabbit i checked)!! Wat da ******* hell!! Nyalih ku search info bout him mati2an *inda pulang tu* Ah~ cian jua aku ni finally I found somebody worthy of my heart cam c Train(i never forget u *chuu*). But im not giving up! He manages stole my heart and im going to stole his!! Determined udah tu and I saw arah facebook ada question he took bout The person who is in love with you and the result is letter N!! Freaking N nabilah jua tu jealous ku eh! Kambang tia hmmph..... but dun worry bilah-chan ur my fwenfwen and if ia attracted to you I may gave up on him but not without a fight! if not I'll just wait for him eventhough forever until someone picks me up and tell me dat he wants to be with me....... I noe its a waste of time but he's my first love ever in my life and I dun want to lose him~ Then kalau d fikirkan my grandmother tersayang is a Rabbit and I rarely received her love because she's too far away =.= No wonder..... She showers other people with love just like senpai. So dat means I can only received his love from far sja and see him dari jauh *sigh* How funny fate can do this to us hahahaha cali jua eh..........

All girls in the world never wanted to be alone for the rest of their lives and I prayed for my friends dat all of you will find happiness soon and don't end up like me ^^ A loner dari damit hehehe Im used to it so I dun want u guys yo feel the way I used to feel......

Motto of the day: BE HAPPY ALWAYS BECAUSE YOU RARELY HAVE A SECOND CHANCE IN LIFE!

Tagged games

RULES

1. Put your MP3 player, iTunes, Windows media player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!
4. Tag at least 6 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OK' YOU SAY?
Final distance ah? guarantee gila ahax XD

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Tsuki no shijima umm... at least ada moon

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
promise ahaha

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Houki Boshi XD

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Howling I love it XDDD awuuu~

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Black Diamond kejam jua dorang tau ku aku ni hitam *sniff*

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Crescendo(instrumental) ^^

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
duran shoukan lame??

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
synchronicity ahaha

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Granpa's Violin yup bolehlah

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Saikyou Love Power X3

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Jap apakan tu??

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Witch ahaha banar deh

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Hear our prayer ?_?

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Shiawase Neiro =3

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Michishirube ~.~

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Egao no Wake =D

Tagged:
1. Izujuu
2. Bilah-chan
3. Djah
4. Zymah
5. Hasanah

If you have been tagged in this, write the names of your 21 friends (no repeats), and then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same:

1. Izujuu
2. Bilah-chan
3. Djah
4.Emay
5. nabilah
6. Zymah
7. Aki-chan
8. Asyraf
9. Combat senpai
10. Syasya
11. Rhona
12. Basmirah
13. Train
14. Majdi
15. Jalyn
16. Hakam
17. Shiki
18. Hiro
19. Jeerah
20. Aisyah
21. Nadia


------QUESTIONSS---------

How did you meet 7?
- During kendo

What would you do if you had never met 15?
- Boring tia

What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
- kinda weird *yuri tia*

Have you ever seen 17 cry?
- haha cali tu eh

Would 3 and 6 make a good couple?
-yup they get along fine ^^

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
- haha mayah tia c wiki XD

Describe 19:
- she is a good fwen i like her *muahh*

What’s 5’s favorite color?
- hardcore purple fan

When was the last time you talked to 9?
- masa kendo workshop(wish can talk to him again >w<)

What language does 4 speak?
- she is chinese so ialah tu

Who is 13 going out with?
- ME!!!!

What year is 18 in?
- same like me

What is 14’s favorite music?
- antah eh anak atu he's my son yet nda ku tau his music type

Would you ever date 16?
- apakan my brother kaliah

Where does 18 live?
- sumwhere in Kg Bengkurong

what is the best thing about 4?
- she is my bestfwen ^^

what would you like to tell 1 right now?
- stay away from my senpai and train!

what's the best thing about 20?
- She's so funny

Have you ever kissed 10?
- ewww~ my sis so disgusting

what's the best memory you have of 3?
- we're classmates in Pr 2 in PDS

when's the next time you're going to see 21?
- during kendo maybe?

how did you meet 14?
- he's almost in all of my class

Is 6 a real close friend?
- Yup!

Have you seen 18 in the last month?
- yeah b4 school ends

when was the last time you saw 16?
- during da reunion in Tasek Lama

When's the next time you'll see 10?
- everyday!!

Are you close to 9?
- I WISH!! LEMME HUG HIM!!

Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
- He is my HENTAI sensei mati ku kang

what did 12 write on your wall?
antah..

would you give 20 a hug?
- yup of course~

when have you lied to 17?
- nope

Do you know a secret about 8?
- yeah bwahahaha XD

Describe the relationship between 9 and 19
- never met *phew* baik jua

what's the best thing about your friendship with 1?
- we've been together for 3 years now and still intact

what's the worst about 6?
- nothing my darling kaliah

Have you ever danced with 14?
-Hahahaha dats funny!!!

How long have you known 17?
-from Form 4

Have you ever been in a fight with 1?
- yeah just a misunderstood

Does 11 have a bf/gf?
- antah eh anak tu

Have you ever wanted to punch 2 in his/her face?
- yeah punch her wit my kiss

Has 15 met your mother?
- yup they talk a lot together

Did you ever physically accidentally hurt 18?
- no lah kezam jua saya

Do you live close to 7?
- nope i don't eve noe where she lives

what is 1's favourite food?
- POCKY~

If you could change one thing about 13, what would it be?
- Ia hot udah!!

what kind of car does 1 have?
- umm not really sure bout da brand but it's red

Have you ever travelled anywhere with 16?
- umm class field trip ja

if you gave 21 $100, what would they spend it on?
- i dun noe

what is your best memory of 7?
- she hug me *muahh*

Out of the top 21, who is the funniest?
- Izujuu lah

which one lives farthest away?
- antah ah combat senpai and asyraf kali coz both live in Jerudong

which one do you hang out with the most?
- izujuu, bilah-chan, emay, djah, zymah